It’s been over a week since my last post….it has been a trying week at work and in my mind. Things have not been easy with the boss man and as result I have been seriously considering my position whether I should move on from my current place of work.
When one thing becomes dodgy/ a bit difficult in my life, I tend to overthink every single thing that is wrong in my life, envy the whole world, and if my mind is truly on a mission to fuck me up (soz about the naughty language!) cry myself to sleep. So with work being annoying my mind proceeded to dissect my finances, my (non-existent) love life, my stress levels and my current life situation in minute detail and my current life situation and ultimately remind me that I’m not where I’d envisaged I would be at this age. Meeting a couple of uni friends last week reinforced that idea. With all this buzzing in my mind, I haven’t been in the mood to post lately.
I’m slowly coming out of my funk; I’m deriving comfort from reading Maya Angelou’s autobiographical series and listening to old skool tunes and funky house. I had to remind myself that one of the reasons I created this blog was to have an outlet (no matter how random, and I know this blog is pretty random!); to give my brain a bit more space. Not sure if anyone can or will relate to this post……
I will pull myself out of the funk and things will get better. I have to believe in that.
Thanks for reading x